Another old one from 2011. I wrote it while I was watching A Clockwork Orange, probably the greatest movie ever made, and that's where it got its title.
lyrics
Sitting around thinking about calling when it's dark out. So I pick up my cellphone, but all that thing ever does is make me feel lonely. I'm always on the cusp of something great just before I trip and fuck up. I'm I wish I would have, I'm the king of regrets. I just can't seem to pay attention to anything. These days my head's not in the clouds, it's peeling out of the parking lot. I don't think I'm better than this, but does anyone actually want to be here? I don't have the heart to fake it, would you like me to anyways? I'm going to drive my shitty car to the mountains for a couple of nights, a much-needed reminder of the reasons I'm alive.
credits
from Baritone Cats,
released January 15, 2014
Jeff "seriously, you're paying me in beer for this?" Meszaros - trumpet
Jayme Hagen - guitar, vocals
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